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I am breaking and I can’t stop it this time. I feel what’s left of my shattered heart shattering more and more every day. I can’t stop the tears anymore, I try to keep my head down at school. My thoughts are racing so fast I can’t stop them anymore. I find myself having to stop and remember to breathe because the panic attacks are getting worse. I don’t want to be at school and I don’t care about truancy. I don’t want to be friends, I don’t care it they get sick of my mood swings. All I care about is having you. I seek help in everyone and their advice doesn’t work - it never works. You are acting like you didn’t hurt me too, like I’m the only one who did wrong. But it was us both and if I wanted to point fingers I could say that you screwed up more.. but I don’t want that. I don’t want to do that. I want you back. And though that goes against my many attempts to move on and my advice to all my friends, I don’t care. because my heart craves you and I crave you. and nothing has gone right since you left.
Honestly, I just get so mad watching her cunt ass on this fucking show. You are a mother you stupid bitch. She looks so fucking dumb I swear all of America is laughing at her for being a dumb cunt. I think I can speak for everyone when I say she was a bad mother from the start. Doesn’t do shit…





